This list is dedicated to my beautiful precious daughter Shannon Hewat, who tragically lost her life, at the tender age of 20.
She joined the Angels :angel: on 24th July 2020.
I’m going from memory and her Netflix watched list, but of course I can’t rate them for her.
I do know she adored:
SHOWS:
Skins
Toy Boy
Louis Theroux Documentaries
FILMS
Shawshank Redemption
Green Mile
(I will add more of her favourites above soon).
She was my shadow, my best friend. She was more than beautiful; intelligent, a heart of gold, ambitious, hilarious with a quick wit, a fitness fanatic and so much more. I was and am extremely proud of her, she was everything a mother could want.
She also was adored by her grandmother, who was her 2nd mum and also her two amazing brothers, Dominic & Connor.
She didn’t realise, as so many of us do that she was extremely popular and loved by so many people and has left a huge hole in many people’s hearts. Especially, her best friend Lillie :two_hearts:
We don’t only grieve for how much we miss her, but for the life she wanted. She had many dreams and one of which was to have her own family and share weekends together in the future with her children & family and her bother’s children and family.
She had a phenomenal bright future ahead and had only in the previous 10 months found the confidence to go out and enjoy life.
We lost her to suicide.
She didn’t intend on dying, she took pills to make herself ill, in desperation for someone’s attention.
Tragically, only 8 paracetamol can kill you!
She should still be here, she wanted to be here.
If you’re reading this and ever feel down, please don’t try suicide. Shannon didn’t want to die and the grief and effects on family and friends have been devastating.
Please please reach out if you feel down.
And if you do take an overdose or know someone who has; time is crucial! No matter how little you take, or how sick you’ve been, you must get medical attention.
Shannon waited 24hrs before telling anyone and by then it was too late. It was not the amount she took, it was the timescale.
She tragically died a painful and horrific death. And due to covid, she was alone in hospital. She died, scared and alone.
Please enjoy her list of Shows and Films, just a tiny way for the world to know her.
Sleep well my Princess, I’m looking forward to the day I can hold you in my arms again. X:cherry_blossom:X
