15x15 Gimme Shelter

Dr Sexy ceased his activity as a doctor and became a pastor. Interesting change of job.

Do you know that feeling when you know something is special but you can't just figure out why? Maybe it's my lack of freshly new episodes of SPN or maybe it's something else, but this episode gave me that feeling. It moved me. It's become one of my favorite episodes this season. But damn the writers for that ending. You can't let me hanging that way, you savages!

One thing I've notice this episode was the lack of drama. I loved that they stopped being so dramatic about everything, gave it a change and gave us some really heartbreaking scenes.

I'm so damn glad they included Amara in this episode. They've all been talking about nailing Chuck and Amara was only brought up for one episode. That was one of my fears, that they would forget the other great cosmic player. Luckily, they didn't. Indeed, they brought us one of the best episodes this season.

Dean's scene with Amara's was the highlight of the episode. I'm not going to go over Jensen's outstanding acting. But I wanted to emphasize Emily's. Fantastic moving scene together. I loved that they brought some light on Dean and Mary. I'm one of the ones who kept on complaining because Mary wasn't who we thought she was. That ideal, motherly figure Dean knew. Seeing her through Dean's child eyes was what made me hate her a little. It broke me to see Dean facing again that deep whole in his heart that Mary's returning and later death caused. Honestly, just imagining Dean's heaven is supposed to be him being a little boy with his mum and seeing that her return only brought heartbreak because he realized that could never be possible, it really hurts.

I do feel for Amara, though. And I totally understand her position she's facing. She's always been the kind of person who wants to be loved and not feel lonely. She's been locked in the cage for thousands of years and it was her own brother who did that. And now, Dean, the one she's connected with lied to her. Not only that, but now she has to think about killing her own brother, and herself in the process. Im so glad they're bringing all this to the foreground because Amara is a character that I loved back in season 11, but somehow, I expected more, so I'm looking forward to seeing what this situation leads to. I love to think that Billie is an asshole. I sort of didn't mind her as a reaper, but as Death I demand so much more. Not Julian Richings perfection, but something more. I knew Billie was lying about her intentions ever since the whole "trapping Michael in the Malak box is the only way of killing him" stuff. She's not to be trusted. Jack's conversation with Cas (I dream of the day he can be just happy) made me realize that they're probably going to create their own lineup against Chuck, Billie and the Empty. And now that I think of it, maybe Jack getting his soul back was supposed to be understood as something similar to the soul bomb they introduced in the season 11 finale. I don't think there'll be two different teamups here. Probably the boys and Amara against Chuck, Jack against Billie and Cas against the Empty. It sort of makes sense come to think of it, but who knows. One thing I didn't quite understand was the whole demon and psychopath. I'm guessing they were working together. Otherwise, if that knot is not tied up, it'll be really weird. Overall, one of my favorite episodes but now excuse me while I furiously grab my phone and call the CW to threaten them for that ending.