12x23 All Along the Watchtower

I had millions upon millions of scenarios in my head, but I certainly wasn't expecting that ending. So now what, Lucifer kills Mary out of pure anger or they work together alongside Bobby to get the hell out of there, or maybe that kid opens the portal and let's them out.

With the possibility of interdimensional travel, I think it'll be easier to see Crowley and Cas back, although not the ones we know. It's a very interesting concept to explore, to be honest, and I like that the writers had it all pan out. Next season it's definitely going to be absolutely crazy.

The episode was visually amazing. The writing was on point and they set some interesting stuff for next season.

This is Supernatural and anyone can be brought back to life but those deaths... Crowley got to monologue and to be honest, his death felt real. Cas', on the other hand, felt rushed. According to Mark Sheppard's tweet couple of weeks ago he totally implied that was his last time in the show and considering how it all played out, it did seem like a true goodbye. I buy his death. Cas' though, I don't. He's coming back for sure. I don't know if I'll be him or one of those Cas in an alternate reality, but he'll be back. Team Free Will will be back.

Season 13: two brothers and a creepy af nephilim. But seriously, what's left for Season 13? Cas is dead. Crowley is dead. Rowena is dead. Mary and Lucifer are trapped in another dimension. The Nephilim is there and has a creepy ass smile. The BMoL are still out there and probably royally pissed off. My Chuck. Allow Sam and Dean to catch a break.

That scene. That freaking scene. He gave it all up. He sacrificed himself to save the world. He fucking gave his own life to be on the right side of the board and trap Lucifer once and for all. That's a big turning point for Crowley. That was his redemption. I love Crowley so much and I don't want this to happen. I'm so shocked right now. His death was the only one I think is gonna stick and it hurts so much. It socks he had to go, but he went out full style. His monologue to Lucifer was chilling and amazingly delivered. That was his goodbye, although I hope we'll see our King again. I'm sure I'm gonna miss him so badly.

"Bye, boys". Goodbye my sweet darling and thank you for everything. That line killed me. It destroyed me. I knew that with Lucifer on the board, this wasn't gonna end happily but saying goodbyeike he did, ufff, those ninjas again.

Of everything wasn't overwhelming enough we got BOBBY back! Well, not the one we know, but I'll take Alternate!Bobby over no Bobby at all in a heartbeat. I knew it had to be him. We still continue with the long tradition of having him for at least one episode each season. It was so damn good to see him again, enjoying killing angels as a hobby. Btw, I loved the fact that Dean was so obnoxiously happy when he discovered Bobby had angel-killing bullets right next to Cas, whose expression was priceless. And he need his gun Rufus! I couldn't believe that. Mam, I cracked up.

That world, though. A world in which the Winchesters are never born and which, in turn, is advocated to disaster and failure. A world the Winchesters never saved. Just damn! It speaks volumes of what these two guys have accomplished on their own.

The plan was perfect and then Cas went into that world after being with Kelly before the baby is born and the second I saw him fighting Lucifer like a badass I had this strange vibe coming out from my stomach but I didn't want to believe it. Then he comes back and gets stabbed by Lucifer right in front of Dean.

I'm speechless. I'm shocked. I wasn't emotionally prepared for this. I just wasn't. No freaking way. No way he stays death. It felt rushed and I refuse to believe he'll stay dead for long. That Nephilim better start bringing everyone back to life.

Poor boys, really. And then Mary fulfills her wish of punching the Devil in the face. And she ends up trapped with him in that alternate reality. Well, fuck. Dean's heart just broke and so did mine. That moment he looked at Cas' body and then up to the sky like expecting Chuck to fix it all was heartbreaking.

That ending, though. That's not a baby, man, that's a freaking full grown up man! No wonders Kelly died giving birth. That evil grin at the end only makes me think he tricked Cas all the way and that he's not gonna be friendly. But the way he was sitting there, hiding... Before seeing that grin I though he had the expression "what the fuck is this horrible place and what am I doing here?", but then he smiled and I saw Sam's reaction and I realized he just tricked him. But that thingy better bring Cas back, and fast.

The episode was a complete bloodbath. When you sign up for Supernatural you already know you're not gonna be emotionally prepared but this was just too much. Man, this just ruined my life. I didn't expect that. To be honest I didn't know what I expected. Hitting me in the feels like that should be forbidden.

I wasn't emotionally prepared for the writers to kill off Crowley,and they also killed off Cas, in the same fucking episode. I swear getting stabbed in the eye would've hurt less.

Rowena, Crowley and Cas are dead. Kelly is dead. Lucifer and Mary are trapped in an alternate universe they can't escape. And a freaking Nephilim is on the loose. Meanwhile, Chuck is eating popcorn and drinking Margaritas with Auntie Amara.

My heart hurts too damn much right now. But nothing says Season Finale like destroying the boy's hearts again. Family getting killed sound like a normal day for the Winchesters.

Lucifer was really intimidating, as he aways is and despite everything I just want to see Mark Pellegrino playing that role for eternity. He's a freaking treasure. The way he just pi ked up the phone and said "Hey, Sammy" gave me goosebumps. "Like I said, you don't matter", just wow.

Then we go back to Cas and Kelly only to see Cas compulsory buying diapers and saying "I've read 74 on child rearing, and there is one thing that they all agree on...everybody poops". I cracked up with that line.

And then, a freaking tear in space and time appears? Because of the naphilim? What the actual fuck?! Wrong show Barry, wrong show.

CROWLEY alone. He popping out of nowhere and acting like an ass is my favourite thing ever. And tonight he didn't do it just once, but twice. Gotta love the man. I loved his great entrance "you rang? Hello, boys." Dean punches his face and pits Ruby's knife on his neck. Crowley is just one of the best things that happened to this show, and so is Mark Sheppard. His acting this episode was just magnificent.

If anything, Crowley has a way with words: "They stabbed me in the back. I'll happily stab them in the front, the sides, and right up their black eyed asses." Simple perfect. When he said he was tired and that he wanted to close the Gates of Hell I just freaked out. I didn't want to face what I knew was going to happen.

Crowley drinking Scotch in the bunker like a boss and saying "This is what you do when I'm not here? Type?", had me rolling on the floor. Man, I loved that one so much. I love Crowley so much, so, so much.

NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. I refuse to believe that what happened was real. I can't...i just can't. I watched the episode live,but I couldn't write a review until now. I'm just shocked. Before the episode aired, I read Misha's twitter asking us to record our reaction of the last 10 minutes and I totally freaked out. Those many feels in an episode should be illegal.

Let's go little by little dissecting the episode. But the first and foremost question is: WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? Excuse me while I pick my jaw off of the floor. Goddammit! Everyone just died. Cas and Crowley down in one episode, what the hell?! Excuse me while I go kill myself.

The intro was absolutely perfect. It was just brilliant. That breathtaking landscape, Cas and Kelly's bond, wow. And Courtney Ford's acting broke me when she said "I'm never gonna be able to teach him how to ride a bike or watch him get married or even look him in the eyes. But I can build him a stupid Swedish crib! I can do that". I have no words. Don't ask me why but that part was really emotional and she nailed the acting. Her voice breaking and that soft music broke me.

Cas is just lovely "I have no idea how hard this is for you. But I promise you I will do everything. I will give my life for your son. And I will raise him. And I will make him someone you will be proud of". I nominate Cas for stepfather of the year.

But the intro just didn't end there, no. They had Lucifer killing Rowena right in the beginning. I've got to say it, making him kill her in the cold open was awesome. Don't get me wrong, I hate that they gave Rowena an off-screen death and I'm bloody furious if she just stays dead. It wasn't a nice wrap up, not to say a shitty death for such a cool and refreshing supporting character. Well, Fuck.